“When you’ve had all the experiences – met all the famous people, made some money, toured the world and got all the acclaim – you still think ‘is that it?’” –George Harrison

Most Christian leaders I know got into this whole ministry game because of a passionate love for God and a deep love for people. At some point, however, every pastor, worship leader, speaker, musician and leader faces a crisis. At some point in our hearts we are tempted to make ministry more about us and less about God. We start to believe our own press (whether good or bad). We start to feed off of and need the attention and respect we get from others. We crave bigger platforms and more influence. We start to give in to the idol of acclaim.

At this point, it becomes almost impossible to distinguish whether the leadership decisions we make are fueled by zeal for God’s glory or for our own. This is dangerous ground for any leader, but especially for those of us whose job it is to constantly point back to the beauty, fame, and glory of Christ.

SIGNS OF ACCLAIM’S INFLUENCE

What are some signs that you’ve been lead astray by a desire for your own acclaim?

-Jealousy: Do you become easily envious of leaders who have more influence, a larger platform, or a bigger following than you?

-Despair: When someone’s talent, level of attention, fame or power eclipses your own, does it practically affect your level of joy – even driving you to despair?

-Self Absorption: Do you find yourself busily preening your public image, Googling your name, obsessing over how many times your sermons or songs have been downloaded, the number of hits on your site, or the number times you get retweeted?

-Need for Credit: Is it hard for you when others get credit for something you deserve? Do you find yourself constantly needing to set the record straight, making sure people know that was your idea, how hard you worked, or that you were in fact the genius behind the big success?

It’s very possible you have already given your heart to the idol of acclaim and you are sin-sick with pride.

Certainly the answer is that you and I need to again repent of our idols and embrace the gospel at a deep level. But how? How can we detach our hearts from the idol of acclaim, before we are destroyed or enslaved by it?

***Jonathan McIntosh is the founder and pastor of Christ City Church, a new church planting in Memphis, Tennessee. He lives in Midtown with Ashley, his wife of 10 years, and two daughters Cora and Nola. Follow him on Twitter here.